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01 December 2008 @ 10:40 am
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...."  
How crazy is it to fall in love with someone you've never met. You've never heard their voice, only the sound of them typing to you....???

I'm in love. With someone I've never met...I've never spoken to him on the phone. The only thing that connects us is the internet. Our little "love" story is so much light twilight it scares the shit out of me....

....for a week he's been trying to convince me t hat he's this mean horrible person, and that he can't be around me, that he's not good for me. No matter what he tells me, I don't care...I love him.

We were talking about past relationships and I kept telling him how badly I've been hurt and how I have some really bad trust issues. And yet for some reason, I would trust him with my life. I don't know him, and I trust him more than anyone I know, I can't explain it....

...He's so far away, and he's 21. We can't be together. But we need each other...

In January he's basically falling off of the face of the earth for 6 years. Military basic training, and has no control over where he is stationed. Which ruined our little plan for seeing each other on my 18th B-day because he could be half way across the world by then....

I tried explaining it to my best friend, because I had to tell someone how in love I was, and she think I'm insane....and maybe I am....but i don't care....


that's all for now, hope all is well.....
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Rita: Hill[info]rita36020 on December 1st, 2008 05:02 pm (UTC)
aww... who am i to judge ya know? i mean sure...it's a little odd...but what's "odd" to one person isn't to another. I can't really give any advice or anything...but hey you can't control some emotions.

and..yeah..that's so very "Twilight" well with some minor exceptions that is really a good thing ;)
silentorspoken[info]silentorspoken on December 3rd, 2008 02:29 pm (UTC)
yes, good exceptions. lol. thankss :) haha
I like trains[info]megsari on December 1st, 2008 08:36 pm (UTC)
I've been through the exact same thing... and despite lots of water going under the bridge, I still love him. I don't think it's something people understand until they experience it.
silentorspoken[info]silentorspoken on December 3rd, 2008 02:28 pm (UTC)
thanks, good to know it's happened before, and also good to hear you don't think i'm crazy, a little change from my friends. haha. thanks <3
lunabella37[info]lunabella37 on December 2nd, 2008 11:39 pm (UTC)
I know what you mean. This has happened to me and no, you aren't insane. Sometimes its easier to be open with a complete stranger then your best friend. You fall in love with the fact that you can tell this person anything and they can tell you anything back and one day, its just this close bond. I get it.

For the fact that he's leaving. That sucks. You should at least talk to him before he leaves. Maybe it will help you with all the feelings you have.

Good luck <3
silentorspoken[info]silentorspoken on December 3rd, 2008 02:29 pm (UTC)
haha thanks. nice to know i'm not crazy. lol. yea you're def right, i'm in love with the fact that i can tell him anything and everything. we'll see where it goes i guess. and yea we're gonna try to talk asap. thanks for the help. and for not thinking i'm insane....since all my friends do....

<3
 
 

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